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Last night, just for a couple of hours, was the first time I was alone in the house during the stillness of the night. I had to literally boot my parents out the door with some heavy emotional blackmail of letting me be slightly independent and trusting that I would call at the slightest wiff […]

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I thought it might be worth an update on Buttercup’s effects. I was finally told by the doctors a few days ago that my new world is most likely due to the tumour rather than the drugs or the seizures I had at the beginning as my ‘symptoms’ haven’t changed and I’m now off all […]

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Blimey. Buttercup is rather attention seeking. It is apparently over half the size of half my head and has likely been there for many many years. How crazy is that? Whilst we’d seen the scans in the last appointment we got more information with this new neurosurgeon (private although please no judgements or comments either […]

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Wow, just wow. The comments, the messages, the posts, the texts, the calls, everything has been out of this world. Truly and utterly blown me away. I won’t lie and say I thought no one would read it but I never ever thought the response would be so kind, generous and interested. And I cannot […]

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I’ve been semi awake since 3am. Not stressed and my mind has been racing yet again with all that’s happened and will be happening. Every morning I have an immense sense of what can be achieved. Nothing feels unachievable despite the fact that’s the complete opposite of what I was feeling before all this happened. […]

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