I realised that I didn’t answer yesterday probably what most people what to know, which is whether my world is yet again different (1), has gone back to normal pre-tumour-symptom days (2) or has stayed the same as just before I had the operation (3). To be completely honest the answer is unfortunately not clear […]

Yeah ok, so that post title is a little misleading. Right now I feel like I haven’t slept for days despite the fact that’s pretty much all I’ve been doing for the 3 days post surgery. Apparently when you’ve been under general aesthetic for that many hours it takes a long time to shake it […]

Coco is now up on wards She has had a good night, a tiny bit disorientated from the medication but Danny was there to comfort her and help her fall back to the land of nod. She is most definitely all there, as asking lots of questions about Loli and wanting to know if her […]

All day I have had that niggle in my mind that I have forgotten to check something. Maybe for you it has been the inability to focus, perhaps feeling like you need to take really deep breaths (all the time), or constantly check your phone for the update of all updates. Cords is up and […]

Don’t get me wrong I am fully aware there are only so many times I can bang on about this blooming operation but it seems as I’m just about to go in I may as well demand one last wish. The other day you may have seen I wrote a list for the brilliant Clemmie […]

Very rarely words fail me but describing my love and total awe of my mother is one of them. We made this video 4 years ago and it probably says better than I ever could right now…. https://vimeo.com/112923138 WE LOVE YOU MAMA, you are totally crazy but please stay that way so I will always […]

Wow what a countdown. After a long consideration with Danny and my family I’ve decided it’s probably a better decision to let people know that my surgery was last week booked for this Monday 12thNovember. The alternative of suddenly going quiet, friend’s getting freaked out and them getting all sorts of worried messages seemed a […]

Over the last 6+ weeks my thank you’s might be getting a little tiresome by now but in addition to my ridiculous family and friends pulling out all the stops there have been some businesses and organisations that have gone beyond generosity in their kindness to me. Some are people I know but others are […]

  Click here for a little video that takes me back to THAT smile So this is the hardest post I’ve yet to write. As many will have seen on social media Danny and I not-so-secretly got married on Thursday in hands down the most magical day (alongside Loli’s home birth) I’ve ever experienced. It […]